Second Contact: 3 Orbs

I ran away.

I defected from the cult when I was 35 years old.

I fled.

I had gone to Florida on a meditation retreat...

But the actual purpose was that I knew my biological father and his partner were running the retreat.

I had an ulterior motive.

When I returned to my "home" in the Twin Cities... my "Elder" was angry with me.

He asked, "Who gave you permission?"

I had already the visitation from the 3 orbs, so I knew at that time that this elder was only a construct of man made pride. But I was not that confidant in my convictions. I was scared.

He said I would be punished.

I fled. I took my two daughters and I ran away.

I had no idea how we would survive. But I simply knew that I had to get away from the cult.

By the by.... many stories to tell, but... the second contact the 3 orbs..

I ended up in a house in White Bear Lake, owned by another defector of the cult.

I put my little ggooggoos... : ) my babies to sleep, and then I went outside in the field and spun and spun and spun like a whirling dervish. I cried and I prayed.

I don't know what to do. I don't know how to live.

That morning, the orbs visited me again. They approached on my left. I rolled awake.

"Today," they said. "Today, you will know your calling."